Here is the seventh installment of feelings check sign in, inspired by my piece of shit self and my unpopular art teacher. The deathly hour is close at hand and even the stars seem to only peek from their velvety shadows - it is the day the earth stood still for one silent second.
Feelings check sign in:
My name is Deeba Venessa Binaei & I feel full, and empty at the same time, agitated but calm though I cannot break my habit of cracking my body - my toes, knee, back, neck as well as three different places in my fingers; one in my thumb. It's a bad habit and I will probably develop arthritis at 23.
But I don't care because my mother is home from Iran & Dubai after five weeks! I have missed her quite terribly but I am glad she is home, especially after the unarmed protests/demonstrations in Iran with a young Iranian women was shot and killed.
I generally mock horoscopes and all that mumbo jumbo but I hate it when they are right - I was casually flipping through one and this was my horoscope:
Make more of great opportunities, if you are single, the return of a potential date could leave you feeling optimistic as almost everything can b turned to your advantage. What happens near the 16th and 18th of July points the way forward. Leave the immediate past behind and consider alternatives, no matter how much of a departure thy are. it is time to cut loosse from agreements or set-ups that have held you back.
FUCK what if I don't like where I am heading, or do those agreements count if they are made between yourself? I want to sit down with one of thee people that makes this shit up and make them cry.

Question of the journal:
Despite being packed of bullshit, do you think I should go alone with the horoscope (which is basically advice) or not?
Either way, let's listen to an amazing song - [link]